Lonely

Dear Hyde,

I'm feeling lonely. Why? Well, because yesterday wasn't such an amazing day when that was exactly what I expected it to be. I expected that it would be fun and I wouldn't be awkward or feel out of place, but instead it happened. Not that it was all that bad, it stung just a tiny bit..but it still stung either way.

It changed the assurance of my relationship with certain people, and that's what's making me really lonely, I guess.

Yesterday, I had a talk with a friend and I realized that many of my insecurities come from the things .......... have been doing and saying about me the past few years.